Thursday, April 12, 2012

Taking Control

Chubby Al, here. I am now 25 weeks pregnant and have gained just shy of 40 lbs.

Each time I am pregnant I feel control slipping away from me. It starts initially because I feel nauseated constantly and the only thing that sounds good or stays down are of course starchy, sugary carbohydrates. By the time I feel better, I am hooked and am getting plumper by the day.

I told myself it was going to be different this time, that I would exercise and keep up my healthy eating habits, yet, here I am again finding myself in the same situation; tired and hungry and feeding. Always. I started praying about it, asking for motivation to be restored to me, asking for some remnant of my normal-brained self to surface.

This past Saturday it happened. For some reason I woke up feeling like I wanted to eat healthy foods instead of the cereal I had been enjoying each morning. Easter came and I didn't even eat one piece of the kids' candy. Here we are at Thursday and I am still going strong. (In past pregnancies I have been motivated for one or two meals and that's it. This 5-day streak is a big deal).

I am not trying to lose weight. I know I am pregnant and I know that weight gain is inevitable. What I am trying to do is to keep it under control. I don't need to gain 70+ lbs. again this pregnancy.



I love that our Heavenly Father cares about the stuff we care about and is waiting to help. He's the best.

4 comments:

Sarah said...

Same here. I've actually been way better this pregnancy, I'm just starting to think my husband and I have very tall children who need a lot of room to grow.

Mindy said...

Finally an update! I think you look great! I've been trying to do better too since the Easter picnic. (well, more with trying to exercise) I was disgusted when I saw how fat I looked in the sibling picture!

Treslee said...

way to go being pregnant is so hard! You are doing great!

Brad and Whit said...

i'm with treslee... being pregnant is so hard! i'm very proud of you!